Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records suggest unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a